So I do feel very lonely. I'm so crazy busy all the time now, and my job is pretty consuming and even overwhelming, and of course stressful. I am grateful to have a job that makes a decent amount of money. I am grateful to pay my bills. I love working out with Igor, even though it does cost an arm and a leg that is much too much, but I love it. I love that he's so nice and social, and I feel like he gets me and understands. Which is nice. I feel like a lot of people just don't understand me.
I dropped out of soccer for this session. But I don't know if I want to go back. I could join a women's team for a while. Women...hmmm?
What I'm really considering is joining a running club, but I'm not sure if that's the right fit for me. Running club?
Today's achievements: Worked out hard. Ran faster at a consistent pace.
Today's setbacks: The stupid blueberry cobbler thing that I finished off.
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