Well, this coming week marks my comeback to the world of fitness. Ha! It's been two weeks now, and I do finally feel good enough to come back. I'm also hoping that the two weeks of doing nothing, plus the time I put in before that of taking it easy on the running will have really made a difference and that my achilles tendon is stronger now and I can start by building up my mileage all over again.
I wish I could take the lesson of cutting out running, and then building up my mileage again and again and apply it to the rest of my life. It's like this one aspect of running doesn't really stress me out. It does make me think about things that I want and how to get them, but it's not always this huge disappointment. It's just what I do to get to where I want. Well what do I do outside of the gym to get to where I want? And where do I even want to get? I don't know. Expectations are always paths for disappointment for me. So I'm trying to cut back my expectations. Maybe then I won't be so disappointed. I hope so. I'm so tired of being disappointed with things.
Today's success: Ready to hit the weights again. Ready to hit the ground running again. Goodbye tired feelings. Feeling happier. Spring is here.
General setbacks for the past two weeks: The first week and a half of being sick, I really didn't eat much. Soup, crackers, and toast only. Then the last part of the second week all I've eaten is junk food. All I want is sugar and chicken. And I swear if one more person asks me if I'm pregnant, I'm gonna slap them. I am not pregnant. That is not why I was sick. Get your head out of your ass!
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