I am in a pretty terrible mood right now. I know exactly why, but it isn't something that I want to air on the good old public internet. It's really no one else's business anyways, and ultimately boils down to me having expectations. I wish I could just get rid of every expectation that I have for anyone or anything else. If I could have no expectations, I could stop being so disappointed. I'm actually very much so in the mood to go for a run to clear my head, but it's cold and rainy out, and I just took my contacts out because I had a terrible headache, and I don't want to put them back in. I wonder if that is terrible of me?
Tomorrow morning they are doing yoga at the apartment complex, but I don't know what the code is to get in. I haven't received a newsletter from the complex since I moved in back in January.
I feel pretty overwhelmed right now. I feel sad and disappointed. I want to go and eat birthday cake by myself, but I don't want to go out to get any cake. I need to go to the grocery store. Actually, I'm also really craving goodwill, so maybe I will go out. Gah. I'm just so sad right now. I don't want to do anything. I'm going to Goodwill. Home sweet home.
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