I am kind of sick of technology. Sure, it's great that I can text my brother anytime I want, and it's nice to be able to call my mom while I am driving around, hands free in my car, but I constantly don't feel like I am busy enough. I want to watch TV and browse the internet. Text message on my phone while cooking in the kitchen. I'm just always multi-technology-ing. It's just overwhelming, and I'm over the feeling of it. I want to unplug. But I've already unplugged socially.
I'm only writing this as I'm watching TV, shopping for stamps, checking Facebook, which I also hate, putting things away, petting my snuggle kitties, texting Steve, writing letters, relaxing in my jams.
It's so funny how we all think that people care what we have to say, but honestly people don't really care at all. If I did, wouldn't I be a more avid blog reader?
I'm on week 2 starting tomorrow of my medicine change, and it's going much better. I'm not tired all the time. I'm not sleeping all the time. My weird freaky dreams are becoming less and less in nature. I have had a couple of good positive days back to back, and I'm feeling more optimistic. At least there is that.
It's strange, I don't really feel the need to post on here all that often, but I also don't have the need to journal much either, although I think I would probably get more out that what goes on here. I used to really enjoy all of that. But I am crazy about my letter writing.
Dear people of the world who stumble across my blog, let's become correspondence friends.
Love You, Mean It,
Courtney
